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Wednesday, 15 December 2010

My Heart

Ok, so this is prety much how I feel at the moment. Not the original message of the song, but i feel like the only reason I am carrying on is because my heart beats only for Peter ...



~ Jack
(I will try to post soon, when I'm a bit 'better')

10 comments:

jaygeemmm said...

Please get better.
Peace <3
Jay

A Wandering Pom said...

Dear Jack

Please try not to be so hard on yourself; I hope you're feeling better soon.

*hugs*

Mark

Ethan said...

Feel better Jack
Take Care
Ethan

Micky said...

Don't beat yourself up with other people's values.

It seems like Peter is trying to understand and want you to be OK and to be his. That's all that matters. Other people's morality doesn't have to be yours. Just keep each other safe.

wayner said...

Very sweet Jack, and I think you would be a very good catch for some lucky guy! bfn - Wayne :)

Rowan said...

Hope you perk up a bit soon Jack. I know this can be a difficult time of year. *hugs*

Rowan <3

Jack xx said...

Thanks everyone, sorry to dunp all of this on you, its just a cheaper version of therapy lol. But i mean, blogger is a place to express how i am feeling. so your support is really appreciated and once again ... sorry x
jack xx

A Wandering Pom said...

Hi there, Jack

Some more thoughts, a bit more structured this time. As I see it...

- You've done something that you and Peter had agreed you were allowed to do, but which you regret anyway.
- You've been honest about it, and told Peter (and the rest of us too).
- If I've understood his last post correctly, Peter has forgiven you.
- I think what you have to do now is to forgive yourself. I know that this can be the hardest thing to do.

There's a YouTube track that I think you might like to listen to - I'll Find My Way Home, by Jon and Vangelis. It's been a favourite of mine for many years - it's somehow both calming and uplifting, and I think that you'll find a lot of the lyrics resonate with you.

*hugs*

Mark

A Wandering Pom said...

Hi there, Jack

I think you managed to post your comment last night while I was still writing mine, and I didn't feel awake enough to respond to yours when I saw it. But after a night's sleep, and a day's work, I'm back...

Please don't feel you need to say sorry for expressing your feelings and explaining your troubles in your blog: it's there for you to say whatever you want to say. If it provides an outlet that helps you come to terms with what's happening, then you should feel free to use it like that.

I think you're right about the therapy too: I think a lot of it is about providing the patient with the opportunity to talk to an attentive and sympathetic listener, and one which can offer a positive and constructive response when it's called for. That's certainly the spirit in which I try to approach blog-land (evenif I don't always achieve it), and one which I think many others share.

I hope you're feeling better today.

*hugs*

Mark

Jack xx said...

Mark:
Yes, Yes, Yes, and i am trying ...
and nice song, not my cup of tea, but your right about the lyrics, so thank you :)

And haha, thank you (and don't feel bador anything for the later reply, i appreciate every comment :P) but, thank you for the kind words. And i should try to adopt more of a relaxed attitude to blogging like you, where it provides a release. i'll have to try that :)

Thanks again everyone, and sorry again, Jack xx

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