FFS!!!!

Ok, so I haven't been feeling too great this past week or so, but it has gotten worse. Up until now, I have just had a headache, temperature, cough, sore-throat ect, but today I have been violently ill.

The upside? I seriously doubt it is the flu.

The downside? I've been sick all day.

Litterally.

I decided to wake up about 7.30 so that I could watch the partial eclipse but due to heavy could cover I couldn't see it, but oh well. I actually woke up about 7 am, which I'm not complaining, as it is helping me to get used to early mornings again. For tomorow. I think.

So I woke up and i had a little stomachache, but didn't think anything of it, until i went to get up and felt like i was going to throw-up at any moment. In the end I just lay down in bed for half an hour.

Until I ran to the toilet, and ... well ... I'm sure you all can guess what happened.

I hate it when that happens though, because not only does it burn like hell, but it REALLY hurts too, and I can't eat or drink anything all day or else I'll be sick again. Why can't we just invent a cure for being sick?!

When I recovered sufficiently, I went downstairs to feed my cat ... not a nice smell ... and went upstairs to check msn. I had a feeling Peter would be online ... AND I WAS RIGHT!!! Of course I was a little dissapointed because he is also ill and should've been in bed, but I couldn't mask my joy of seeing my amazing bf! I love him so much!

After talking to him for a bit, and ironically going through the exact same thing that caused him to panic a few weeks ago (kinda feel the same as you did baby xx) I went downstairs to guess what? A sick cat. While I was upstairs with my head in the toilet, she had been sick three times as well ... I HAVE A SICK BUDDY! We actually spent most of the day together, which was kind of strange, but sweet. Unfortunately, the inevitable happened, and when i was cleaning up her sick, I was sick. But I managed to make it to the toilet!

So after, I tried watching TV but I was exhaused and ended up falling asleep after one programme. This was when i realised lying down doesnt make me feel sick, so I litterally spent the whole day just lying in my bed. I couldn't sleep because I still felt ill, but I drifted in and out of daydreams, which was nice.

I eventually got a phonecall from my dad asking what I was going to do about dinner, but I jsut said that I didn't feel up to it, and agree'd to cook the chicken for their dinner. We are having a roast tonight, which I shall miss but not too much lol. I was quite surprised I didn't throw-up again, because i had to rub the skin with oil and seasoning, shove stuffing into the cavaty, fold the legs into position to cook properly ect. But no! I did not!

So here I am, sat on my sofa downstairs, feeling violently ill again, so I think I'm going to go to the 'toilet' now.
~ Ttyl, Jack xx

p.s. Sorry if I went into too much detail there :/